Isolated

I find myself looking up at the clock, more often than not /
To save face, I'm checking the time, acting like I've got /
A place to be /
But the Lord knows that's not /
The case for me /
Really, inside my mind, I'm just wondering how many more hours 'til I'm free /
From these streets' misery /
Babies crying, parents screaming, kids sound like they been stabbed and they dying /
All the while, I'm just lying /
Down in my bed, minding my business, trying to keep to myself /
'Cause some things are better left unsaid /
I'm reminiscing' /
Thoughts flying through my head /
Of the times you were here next to me /
The things I've achieved along this journey and the things I'm still missing desperately /
I'd be lying if I said /
A piece of me didn't die with you yesterday /
Still feel your body relaxed, peacefully you just rest on me /
And as you take your last breath /
I get a feelin' I could never have been able to expect /
Like our souls conjoined, perfectly aligned, a wave of energy intertwined /
Maybe our fates were set, like our psyches met in ways I’d never detect /
Now ever since you left, I've been a mess /

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